the feeling of being left-out,
aint gd. >.<
dunno wad's wrong with me this few days.
i just feel so empty.
i tink im goin on my own ba!
sometimes i feel so shameless.
its obvious tat im nt welcomed,
yet i giv hints tat i wanna get involved.
can i be blame?
i mean i haven't feel so lonely b4.
2/7 NV pangseh-ed me b4.
wadeva thy do, always will think of me de.
but.. hais ~
dun wanna elaborate further.
guess thy will nv understand hw i feel ba! >.<
cuz this kinda things nv happen to thm before.
and it wont ever happen to thm.
cuz thy wont even allow it to happen to thm.
aren't thy selfish?
hais ~ suan le ba! i've changed.
thy've changed me.
im no longer the crazy me ; cuz i feel lonely.
i shall be occupied in my world with God.
i tink being serious aint tat bad ya? :DD